Wake up quite late; as was hanging out with old friends till 4am. i have a fun night, everything seems so happy... However, When my eyelids opened up, the first coming into mind was xxx. Oh Gosh.. i really need a new life, new break... i know whats will happen on me, and i have to meet them after 2 more days.. What the heck actually they r thinking / planning in their mind? Its just like when u wanna to break up with a bad bf, and he just not understand y and dont "permit" you just leave him, thinking several ways to threaten you .. or damage you.... im feel im helpless for handle and manage them. Cant just let me go in peace? Y im always get involved in those uncommon incident, and i actually should quit asap. i have no idea how i should answer and handle them. Set me free, pls.
Today is 01012010; a brand new day, new year, new start. i feel annoyed for coming issues; i feel nervous for my futures path; but i know, i have to move on.
